Outside World

I’m home!

I was discharged yesterday around noon. I paid my bill (which was $7000NT/$210USD for a 10-day hospital stay is not too shabby), got my meds, and bounced. I hauled all of my stuff into a cab, went home, took a nice long hot shower, shaved, threw some non-sweats clothes on, and went to work. I taught my two classes, but I canceled my tutoring because I knew I would be a bit too weak and tired to work all day.

But I’m HOME in my own big beautiful soft bed. And the weather is wonderful. And life is good again.

Day 8

The doctor came by and said that the antibiotics have greatly reduced the amount of bacteria in me, but it’s not entirely gone so that means that I still have to be on antibiotics for few more days. I thought I was going to be able to get out today. He said that we’ll do another test on Tuesday, and if all goes well, I can go home!

With all this free time on my hands, I’ve seen lots of movies. I can’t believe I’ve never seen Remember the Titans. It’s one of those movies where everyone used to talk about it all the time and referenced the soundtrack that I could’ve sworn up and down that I’ve seen it before this week. Anyways, it was a great movie. He’s Just Not That Into You was cheesy but appropriate for the book it was playing. And of course, goodies like Pan’s Labyrinth and Bella helped pass the time too.

Although I do miss watching movies in a theater. I was supposed to go see Fast and the Furious 4 this past week. I also miss wearing clothes that aren’t sweats and a t-shirt. I miss being able to shower with two hands and doing it daily. I miss putting on makeup and getting pretty. I miss riding the bus and being able to buy things. I miss sharing the bathroom with only one other person and not ten others. I even miss my students. This “vacation” has gone on too long. Wish me luck for Tuesday!

Day 6

My life now revolves around cranberry juice, naps, saline solution, water, the bathroom, and bok choy. They serve it with every meal: breakfast, lunch, and dinner. This is lunch: rice, veggies, soup, dessert soup, and fruit.

I’ve learned that taking showers is a luxury. Being able to do it with two hands will be even more magical. Changing my sheets kind of makes me feel like I’m staying in a hotel. The day nurse greets me with “Buenos dias every morning at seven when she comes to take my temperature and blood pressure. I’ve named my IV stand Beanpole because he follows me everywhere, even to the bathroom.

Thank you, Miley Cyrus. You’ve expressed my feelings exactly. (I secretly am a 16-year-old girl inside.)

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But
No I’m not breaking I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah

Just got to keep going

And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m gonna to have to lose,

Ain’t about how fast I get there,

Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side

It’s the climb (yeah)

Health Update

The pathologist came by today due to the continuance of the presence of bacteria after four days of antibiotics. He told me that he will suggest to my primary care doctor to switch antibiotics and take a CT scan to see if there is an anatomical reason for my recurring infections. He seemed a little baffled as to why this bacteria was so resistant.

The primary care doctor came by later and told me that he was moving me up to the next level up of antibiotics. Apparently, there are five levels, and I was taking level 3 and now I’m on level 4. I guess if this level doesn’t work, I’ll have to fight the boss monster next or something. So now I have to be on antibiotics for another 3-4 days, which means I’m staying in the hospital at least until Sunday. Tomorrow, they’re going to inject me with a contrast dye and put me through a CT scan. I’m going to be so colorful. I hope it’s pink.

Day 4

The little old lady a couple of beds over had to have surgery because she broke her hip when she fell. Today, she has to get an enema because she hasn’t pooed in the past few days, since I’ve been here to be exact. My bed is right next to the bathroom, which is convenient for me, but it’s also not soundproof. Therefore, I’m sitting here with giant headphones on listening to songs with the volume up.

When I first got here on Sunday, my neighbor in the bed right next to mine is here because of an intestinal/stomach infection. She left yesterday, but she and her family liked to talk. A lot. And late into the night. So now, I know what she does for a living (make-up counter girl at a shopping center), how old she is (27), how long she’s been with her boyfriend (6 or 7 years, they met in college), where they live (Zhongli), and much more. The only thing that separates our beds is a thin piece of cloth. Now there’s a new neighbor, a husband and a wife, and they’re very quiet.

One of the day nurses used to live in Arkansas/Oklahoma, so when she asked about my background, she knew where Vanderbilt was! I was so excited. And she speaks English pretty well, so when I’m groggy early in the morning and don’t have the mental capacity to think in Chinese, she works with me. She has been mothering me these few days, telling me to get off the computer and get more rest and also to clean up my bedside table. It’s been a few days, and already I’ve made my corner just as messy as my room.

The caretaker for the little old lady came up to me today and asked me to keep the bathroom lights on. Although the sign above the light switch says to save electricity and turn off the lights. She said that since the hospital is already an unclean place, there is a lot of 陰影 (direct translation: shadow / fig. a traumatic experience that haunts someone). Keeping the bathroom light on would make everyone feel better. Asian people and their superstitions. If I weren’t freaked out already, I definitely am now.